something happened after my brave day at the temple.
i'm not sure if i can quantify it just yet. . .
but there is a shifting and a shaking.
that involves bagging up most of my closet to send on its way.
and an itchy feeling of change.
i bagged up any "extra" things in the kids' rooms (prompted by bronwyn's own back to school organization) and taken them to a storage room.
and i'm antsy.
to change things up.
but there are so many things i still love.
but it's a time or release and seeing and moving.
small things.
no one else would probably notice things.
but shifting around artwork or furniture or just pieces of the past few years.
this has been the longest time of UNchange for us.
either not moving, or shifting around bedrooms to make room for a new baby, or renting out a basement or not renting out a basement.
and after passing through a certain anxious phase of my life, i think this is how i am recognizing the change.
and it may or may not involve paint.